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so california is fun and sunny and beautiful, but i miss coventry and all my budss. o wellll ill be home soon enough i suppose. so this week has been cool. thursday we went to newport beach, in the OC!!!! that was phatttt haha. um and then we went to long beach thennnn hollywood and saw stuff. everything is so close to eachother, theres sooo much to do. today we went to universal studios and saw all the sets thur and such. and thenn i went to this flipping HUGE A&F. that was sweeet, got lots of clothes. umm tomorrow i guess were going to malibu to visit my aunt and uncle, and i guess were staying there the for the night.
coming home wednesdayyy! this whole time change is throwing me off though. like its 940 here but i guess its 1240 on the east coast...so when i update this thing will it say the time here, or there?? ha idk what im talking about.
hmm CALL MY CELL PEOPLE IM WICKED LONELYYYYYYYY :)
ps bethy b and pepps- i hope you guys had a flipping sweeeet time at the concert tonight!!!!! <3
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| im sorry, but i need saving and this horror is the perfect ending.. |
[04 Jun 2005|03:58pm] |
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i guess you've lost the need for feeling.
things change, you've gone,
but you've left the rest of me.
breaks my heart in two.
i guess you found what you really want,
but i want you to forgive me for not forgiving you.
i won't forgive you.
i won't forget that you forgot me.
sometimes, when you're really down, its hard to believe life will ever work itself out. try and tell myself that im okay, but its so hard to have hope when everything has gone wrong and nothing is changing...
yea. all bad, all day. anyone wanna pack up with me, travel all around the country and just feel alive..bc that sounds nice to me.
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[30 May 2005|12:30pm] |
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so i guess this weekend wasnt very good in some respects. i never came home friday night so i got grounded..til summer. yea friday was not good so i wont even talk about that. all i can say is thank god for chelsea and nick taking care of me <33. lol poor nick had to babysit me alllll night...and i guess i was being wicked mean to him for no reason..thank god he knew that i didnt know what i was saying. hes the best ever. so saturday i finally got home and slept til 6 lol. sunday i went to my nanas for dinner...and yea she gave me 2 grandd bc someone died and left her money. but w/e, so yea that will def go towards my car :) so today is peppys birthday!!! lol i called you at like 730 this morning haha.
16 school days left. ugh i cannot wait to just be able to hang out and do whateverrrr i want and go wherever i wanttt. brace yourselves my girlss, this is def going to be our most excellent summer yet....haha <3.
so excuse me forgetting, but these things i do
you see i've forgotten if they're green or they're blue.
anyway the thing is what i really mean,
yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen...
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[22 May 2005|06:37pm] |
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soo what a weekend. friday was alot of fun. saturday emily and i did some errends..i cannot remember what though. i did drive her car alot though..lol drove to conn. basically for no reason. thenn we went in the hot tub and i spilled iced coffee ALL over the hot tub room floor. yea so it got all over the rugs so i ran the rug thingys outside and washed them off in the lake, the one problem was that the big rug got SO saturated with water and pulled me in...fucking cold water. lol yea so that night a bunch of people came over. idk i dont really remember what went on. uhh i remember staying up w/ nick and talking til like 5 lol...then we kept waking upp bc its gets so bright wicked early in the family room. and bc that couch is WICKED uncomfortable. haha then we came downstairs to wake sam and matt up, and whats the first thing sam says? "dana...you got a shot glass? i need a drink before i leave for work" hahaa like he just rolled over and said that at 830 am, crazy kid. goodd times.
so yea after they left, chelsea and i ventured out in emmas car to stop and shop to coinstar, then to appetites to visit maura and get breakfast...we were SO tired we didnt even notice that we looked deeeaddd. so yea ive been sleeping all day...andddd i DONT want to do HW. soo yea peace.
ITS ALMOST BETHY B'S BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY. yayayyayaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333
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[21 May 2005|03:07am] |
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HM so its three am and i JUST walked in the door. haha i loooove when my parents go away. and i loove hanging out with nickk..even though we were so incredibly tiredd and sleepyy. haha like 8 of us were at a campfire alll night/morning. andd yea phil and josh RAN through the HUGE, blazing fire. that was so crazy..and funny. soo thats what i did tonight. hmm and tomorrow i willl idk...sleep late..well after i wake up at sixxx, yes SIX, to give somthing to nick b4 he goes to work. but ill def go to bed after that. hmm so plans for tomorrow anyone?
im so not tired.
fuckkkk man. i wanna go to bed.
and im hungryyy.
f.
ps..kobe's barking in his sleep hahaa.
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[19 May 2005|05:25pm] |
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this week has been helll. basically. yeaa i feel bad for my family..having to be around me must seriously be painful. but the worse that i get, the closer theyve come to help me..i think after today im gonna be better. ill try? and i think rather than resent them, that ive really come to be thankful and respect my parents after all theyve done and cared so much about me. and then theres my friends, who i would be nothing without right now. seriously..friendship just does not get better than what we have. ii love you all more than anything in the world. and theres nick who always makes me smile and forget about everything that sucks (even though he thought i left PURPLE eye liner in his car..haha yea rightt) :) so maybe now that i realize i have the absolute, most amazing people surrounding me, things will improve...they haave to. hmm..that was a seriously deep entry..and on a lighter notee the final OC is on tonight. and guitar :/ havent practiced..definitely slacking.
wellll im out.. flips so hot. yeaa peace.
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"fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
you're cool.
and fuck you.
im outt."
i do enjoy watching that movie to lift my mood every once in a while.
k peace.
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[16 May 2005|04:07pm] |
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whats up. this weekend was fine. umm friday was cool. went out to breakfast with some cool kidss then went back to school to meet up with nick to leeeave. so yea sean nick and i went to visit our little sickiee chelsea. so yea the four of us basically hung out all day. i wouldve gone to school...buttt i didnt wanna get blown up :) hmm so friday night nick and i got BAD awful awfuls from chels at npc. he ordered strawberry and i ordered chocolate but chelseaa gave us vanilla bc she didnt put enough syrup in it. ER. lol its okay youre a beginner. thenn we spent the rest of the night at some party. that was alriite. well besides the whole nick/car thing.. :(
saturday bethy b and i hit up prov place. thatt was very nice. thenn i came home..then went to nicks and made him watch the notebook!!! mhmm you know you loved it. THEN sunday i picked up beth chels and michaelaa and we went to the flea market!! so much fun..bought lots of rings and such. then we went back to michaelas and maura and sam joined us and we watched euro trip. yup yuppppp i loove the crew!! <333
i got absolutely no hw done though unfortunatly this weekend. o welllll. so yea i gtg do it all now. oh andddd today sucked..as usual.peace.
i need you so much closer, i need you so much closer, i need you so much closer...
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if you go to school tomorrow then your an idiot.
take a day off. go to the beach. go shopping. sleep. do whatever you want.
we dont have to be there. so just, dont. dont fucking do it. relax. have fun.
stay cool.
<3peace<3
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[11 May 2005|09:21pm] |
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helloo. so school seriously sucked today. everything about it basicallyyy. umm yea the whole day woulda suckedd but i went over to nickss, so i guess all in all it turned out to be an okay day :) mhmm hes a nicee kid. EEK i actually just got home..and i have sooo much homework to do. ahh. Ooh, CONGRATULATIONS SAMMA DEAR :) :) :) big dayy today getting your lisence and all!!!
im wicked pumped that tomorrow is a day 3. GYM=TENNIS. yuh maura, aka Serena Williams eyy. Yeaa..just call me Venus. lol ive been liftin all day actually to build up some strength for tomorrow...i feel a strenuous match coming on...Serena and Venus dueling Crowly and the other boy (name unknown) in a competetive game of TENNIS. ohh its on...... OMGOMGOMG speaking of TENNIS last gym class omg...lmao....nick was serving the ball and it hit maura directly in the side of her face WICKED WICKED HARD. OMG it was the most excellent thing that has ever happened. o mannnnnn.
jk pep i feel for you..it mustve hurt. you bounced rightt back though! and then you really stepped your game up a notch ey? i see you improving in striiiiiideees. hahaha.
<33 well peace out bitches. flipss soo hott. woaah. hahaa.
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[10 May 2005|09:15pm] |
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school sucks. family sucks. i suck. friends dont suck. bf doesnt suck. everything else..sucks. the whole sweet sixteen thing is way over-rated. sweet fucking eighteen is more like it. freedom...now that, is sweet. but w/e. i re-did my voicemail. so you should all check that outt.
i bought sooo many soungs for my ipod today. i was holding out on buying the mae cd..but i finally gave in..i just looove them. andd purchased some more copeland..the SHINS <3, and some good old matchbook romance. i always buy a wicked lot of music after i fight with my dad...its my way of retaliating. err. so i have like massive amounts of hw.
MAYBE somebody should kidnap me and take me far, far, far awayy. i wouldnt mind that. so, feel free to do so...you know where i liivee :)
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[09 May 2005|07:58pm] |
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mm so the shins make me happy. no matter how shitty things are...their music is just so fuckingg happy and i loove it. but yeaa today suucked at school, i fell asleep in every class. so yea that sucks seeing i take twice as much adderal as im supposed to...and i still fall asleep. f thatt im gonna die when my rents take me off it over the summer. makes me wanna cry thinking about that lol. so pathetic i know. but yea anywayss. i update this thing so much. i never used to. i guess ljs are good to get your thoughts down..
tomorrow is a day one. that makes me so happy. and i dont have any hw due tomorrow. besides stuff that is late for my even days, but f that. i hate school. O and i HATE how it makes me not hungry..like i can seriously count the things i eat over a school week on two hands...and then weekend comes and i eat and eatttt. its not a big deal i just dont think it can be healthy to lose 4 pounds every week then gain it back over the weekend? weird.
but whatevs. kobes sleeping already..snoring. wicked annoying.
andd i think i mustve missed the memo that said everyone in coventry should become complete drug addicts. now, ive tried to see why these kids are doing this..but nope just dont fucking get it. i mean is it that hard to understand that those kind of drugs are fucking DISGUSTING and so dirty.
..and you will go nowhere in life if you continue to do this so fucking keep it up, destroy your future. pretty obvious that you do nottttttt care about yourself or ANY body else right now. so fuck that. fuck you. :)
just had to get that out. finally.
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"I know it’s been a long time. You’ve lost that look in your eye. The one that told me everything was fine without a word. But now we’re standing face to face, with nothing left to say but goodbye to yesterday...
Like shooting stars we shine and then we fade, breaking the promises we made. What about the promises? What about the promises we made? What about our plans for forever? Did they scare you? Did you need to get away?
You taught me many things. Like how it feels to miss someone so bad it feels like a part of you is missing. I can tell you one thing. Now that you have gone I never will forget you. You left your mark.
When I have gone and you’ve moved on will you remember me?"
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heyy.i hope everything is going good with all you wonderful peoplee. my weekend was awesomeee. well besides the fights with the parents, it was all good. i didnt get grounded! not once..nope. hahah so last night nick and i headed up to the gun club thingy haha, and yea waited for about 40 minutes in the dark for the people to show up. it was very funn though, listened to some bob marley. :) :)
so today is mothers day. oops. was i supposed to get her a card or somthing... too bad.
but now i gtg get ready. heading down to uri to visit the one and only emily prout. :)!!!!
<3peace out bitchess
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holaa. lol just got home from nickss :) mhmm hes the bestest. yeaa we always kinda fall asleep and then all of a sudden its one am.. and i used to think my parents always wanted me home by like 11...when in all actuallity they dont curr when i get home. they actually hate me right now,yeahh got into the biggest fight right before i left. buttt then i went to nicks and watched moviess so that got me outta my bad mood :)
so many nights, legs tangled tight
wrap me up in a dream with you
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hi hi. soo last night was an extra special double feature of the OC. o ya. lol so that was a nice treattt. haha im so lame. but yea i stayed up forever trying to make a short voicemail...but they always end up soo long. and then people complain and leave MEAN AND HURTFUL messages. so im sorry but i am TRYING to make them short and simple. you people are just neverrrrr satisfied. lol
mhmm so this week was wicked boring and stressful and long. even though it was actually a wicked short week for me, only mon-wed went to school. still seemed painfully long. hmm tonight idk what im doingg. probably somthing with nickkk....but call if you would like to hang alsoo. ha.
but yea im gonna go make a new voicemail. just got another complaint about me recent one. wtf. im just gonna sayy. HI IM NOT HERE SO LEAVE A MESSAGE. and thats it.
flips ssssoooo hot
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so here i am at home as usual on a thursday. i dont know what it is about thursdays...but i dont like them. and idk why i dont go to school sometimes, i really hate being there though. i did my hw last night, my mom brought it in for ms.plante. but guess who the fuck she sees in student management? mr brissette. yea.
so brissette asks if my mom also brought in the two papers i had to write for him...that are late. yea she didnt know about those..so once again i am fucked. and grounded.
and my dad should be home any minute from the island. cant wait to see what he has to say about all that. whatt the fuck.
ha i want to be abducted by aliens. i think it would be cool to meet an alien. hmm that was random i know. w/e. yeaa so not much to say about liife right now. its gay, whats new. lol i dont think ive ever been this tired before though. just tired in general. of school and everythingg. first time ive missed fuscos class all year. and i left you all alone in gym today maura, sorryy.
and she wonders where these dreams go
cause the world got in her way
what's the point in ever trying?
nothing's changing anyway.
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[03 May 2005|08:32pm] |
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yes. i am being a loser and updating twice in one day. im so bored. i have so much hw to do. but yea i said that earlier. well i havent done any of it yet. fucking figures lol. hm i cleaned my room though? and i went to cvs. and drove around alot with my mom. Ohh, and i went in a drive threw today for the first time ever. well like being the driver. ha. duh. well anyways....crew- think of somthing fun to do this weekend, me staying home for another weekend is NOT an option. idc if i get grounded againnnn, i am nott staying hoooome. yeahh well tomorrow is wednesday, thats gonna suck..quizzes and tests i havent studied for. hmm i think im hanging out with nickk after school idk, otherwise my day will be completely gayy. i hate going home after school. but here i go rambling on again...so PEACE.
it's been so long, where are you now?
you told me a hundred times how you'd be there for me
but the back of your head is the only thing i see
you can take everything that we had and throw it all away
here i go again wasting lines on you.
about the good times that have long since past.
remembering promises that you love to break.
i hate these tears i shed almost as much as i hate you
you can take everything that we had and throw it all away
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[03 May 2005|03:36pm] |
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so idk how things have been going lately...okay i guess. i was grounded all weekened, that sucked i guess. but yeah, being grounded is my life basically. that and doing homework, but i do that while im grounded so its all relative. even so, my grades still suck so much this quarter. and i need to earn highest honors to get my license. thats fucking ridiculous, and its not happening. thank god its a 3 day weekend..and my dad left for BI again today so i prob wont get grounded for random stuff like usual. even though he did actually ground me over the phone when he was away last week lol. so pathetic. ehh fuck life, i quittt. yea jkk jk..
hmm i was thinking about how different everything is right now compared to this time last year. thinggss are definitly changing. and people. hopefully all of this changing will be for the best in the end though. idkk. im ramblingg on again.
i have so much fucking homework, you have no ideaa. and im seriously getting some fucking back problems from sitting in this computer chair from 230pm-3am every night. its really getting fucking old. ugh.
6 more weeks until summer. 6 more weeks until im a jr. 6 more weeks until im that much closer to getting out of heree.
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